Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Wishcasting

Is it Wednesday already?! Yikes. Today's Wishcast Wednesday question from Jamie is:

What do you wish to experience?

I wish to experience freedom, peace, deep joy, and healing for my own wounds.

I don't think that sounds like too much to ask! There are dark wounds masquerading as healed over scars that I have been carrying around for too long in my life, and they hold me back from fulfilling my purpose. Fear, even as far as terror, surrounds me when I do experience moments of deep peace and joy. The backlash from trying to work through the pain manages to knock me flat every time, trapped within the darkness. I'm not afraid of scars, they are part of the experiences that make me who I am. I just have not found the right teacher to help me find the tools I need to go deep enough to heal those wounds and cleanse them of the infection that keeps them open and active in my life.

20 comments:

Lissa said...

May MANY teachers come and love be your anti-biotic.

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I do wish also.

The Fragrant Muse said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I wish for her as well!

darrah said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Sarah said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.
Aw hon..so sorry you have wounds that fester still!! I come from a past of abuse and pain..I can honestly say that most of my wounds have healed properly..finally. May you find the peace to clean and close them hon, Sarah

Jennifer said...

I understand, dealing with this today myself. So many times I've thought all those old wounds that have perpetuated my illness were healed, only to discover they were scars, or maybe just scabbed over.

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so do I also wish for her with all my heart!

Jennifer

KathrynAntyr said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I do wish also.

Take good care of yourself.

Marisa @ Getting Back To Basics said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself so do I full heartily wish for her also.

Fear is a powerful controller...all the best in your healing.

Marisa @ Getting Back To Basics said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself so do I full heartily wish for her also.

Fear is a powerful controller...all the best in your healing.

Christa said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, I also wish for her. Wishing you abundant healing for your scars. May they soften and stretch into acceptance and joy.

Lawendula said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I wish for her.
We all need that! :)

differenceayearmakes said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Karen D said...

As Sulwy wishes for herself, so i wish for her also. May you find your way through the darkness and back to healing, may it be so!

Dreamwriter said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I do wish also.

Lis said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Beautiful post ... I hope you find your teachers and come to see the greatest one of them all: the goddess in you. ♥

from a fellow goddess-in-training ✿

Sarah Lulu said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, I lovingly wish this for her also.

May your healing be a joyful release.

Holly said...

Dear One:

I'm a day late but can't let such an important wish slip by without holding your hand and combining my wishing to yours.

This is a brave and admirable wish...now, are you ready to open things up, clean them out correctly so that they heal completely? I sincerely hope so!

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I lovingly and with intention wish for her also!

Sara (aka Cyberdelia) said...

As you wish for yourself, so I wish for you also. May the right healing and the right teacher find their way to you. *hugs*

michellechant said...

As you wish for yourself, so I wish for you also!

blissings,
mich
x.

Marilyn said...

what a powerful post. thank you for your comment at my blog...yes, depression's a meanie. as Sulwyn wishes for herself, i wish for her also...that it may come to her in a comforting, healing manner.

Expressive Hart said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I wish for her also! Take good care...