Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Wishcast Wednesday

Today is Wishcast Wednesday over at Jamie Ridler Studios... and the question is What Luxury do I Wish for?

I wish for the luxury of being confident in my gifts and the direction in which my inner guides are leading me. I long for the luxury of not being afraid of what others will think if I am truly myself. I seek the luxury of standing solidly in my soul and not hiding the truth of who I am.

Most of the time I am afraid to talk about the things that fascinate me, light me up, set me on fire because so often I am greeted with blank stares and swift changes of subjects. Occasionally I have let things slip in "wrong" company and been informed that I am under the influence of "evil" and to "repent" of my "wicked" ways. So for a long time I have tried to bury my gifts: energetic healing, creating sacred space, supporting others so that God/Spirit/Universe/Energy (whatever they choose to believe in) can make them as whole as they will allow themselves to be.

I wish to not hide anymore. I wish to not be afraid to be my most authentic self.

13 comments:

Betsy Brown said...

As you wish for yourself, so do I wish for you as well. I see you stepping out of that spiritual closet, knowing that the Universe loves you just as you are. One of the things that helped me when I was in a similar spot was a book called The Four Agreements. I highly recommend it.

Kavindra said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I wish for her as well.

It sounds like you have some very powerful light inside you ... good for you that you will not let scary crazy people put it under a bushel!

May I add that I wish for you to be surrounded by people who see and appreciate your light, and are not threatened by it. (Oooh I just get burned up when someone calls someone else "evil" or "wicked".)

Christine Claire Reed said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I blissfully wish for her also.

Holly said...

So now that you have found the blog world, aren't you impressed with how many people resonant with what you say and your interests?

Here we are just waiting for you to tell us. We're listening!

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I lovingly and with intention wish for her also!

Girlie-Queue said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so too do I wish for Sulwyn♥ Big shiney love Bright One!
~Shamsi

KnittingJourneyman said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, I so wish for her as well...

Diva Kreszl said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I lovingly wish for her also! Never hide your gifts my dear, they are what makes you unique...if someone doesn't get it that is their issue not yours!

Karen D said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I wish for her as well. May your gifts shine bright within and without.

Genie Sea said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I wish for her also! :)

May you stand on the solid foundation of your self and your convictions. You will find that you will find many welcoming people in blogland, who accept you for your splendid self, as you are! :)

Lucy Ladham-Dyment said...

I wish for you to shine. Lucy

Tim King said...

Sulwyn, I truly hope that you find your spiritual self and that you grow to be comfortable being who you are. As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

-TimK

Jeanie Campbell said...

I love all the positive comments you are getting! Of course you should be yourself! Always! Find a spiritual community who nurtures you, not puts you down. Love you!

Anonymous said...

Boy I sure do wish you lived by me. We seem to have the same interests and it would be nice to have someone who thinks like me to talk to. I wish you a sense of contentment and a feeling of belonging for who you are.