Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Wishcasting Wednesday - No

Today, Jamie asks the Wishcasting Community

What do you wish to say no to?

On a personal level, I wish to say no to the apathy that feels like a threatening fog waiting to envelop me as I struggle through this phase of my illness. I have been dealing so long with the daily questioning of "how are you?" and "can you function today?" not only from myself but from those around me who are concerned, that I sometimes wish I could just roll over and give in to the symptoms that oppress me. I know that thinking like that only makes it worse, but expressing it helps me to deal with it. I have the tools to help me, but they cannot clear the energy completely yet, and so I still struggle daily to maintain my use of those tools - Reiki, positive thinking, Healing Touch, meditation.

With this personal drama going on, I also wish to say no to the negativity and attacks on my husband and his work. The same people who attacked me last June are doing their best to do the same thing to him. Fortunately, he learned from my experiences and has been able to see the web of lies and deceit that they are attempting to weave. Unfortunately he has been cutting through the lies and showing them the truth which only upsets them more because they cannot stand the good and they attack harder. All of this from the county-wide leadership of a Christian denomination. Sometimes it makes me wonder how I can still be a Christian in any sense, even if my definition of Christianity is different from theirs (thank any and all gods out there for that!).

So I wish to say no to the defeatist attitudes, the negativity, the dark clouds of depression, the attacking evil of others under evil influences, and all manner of That Which Is Not Good; we are children of Light and we live in the Light.

P.S. I still have difficulty working for long on a computer so please know that I am commenting as I can and wishing with all my heart for each of you, even if I cannot make it to your blog or if my comment is short.

23 comments:

gina said...

I'm sending you positive wishes and good energy. So sorry you are going through a rough patch--be sure to do the things that you know help you cope. As Sulwyn wishes for herself, I wish for her also.

Linnea said...

Sending you and your husband positive energy for body, mind and spirit. (I used to work for a church and the level of awfulness I witnessed continue to blow my mind years later if I contemplate them, which I try not to.)

As Sulwyn wishes for herself and her husband, so I wish for them also.

Marisa said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, I wish for her also.

Wishing you more positive days ahead.

Sarah said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself and her husband, so I wish for them also.
Oh hon..I am so sorry to hear all this is going on. Sending gentle hugs and Reiki your way. Sending positive energy to your husband. I totally understand what you are saying..about your beliefs..stay balanced hon..it will all work in the end. Hoping that you feel well and strong! Hugs, Sarah

Kate said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself so I wish for her also. Sending you good thoughts and energy.

Betsy Brown said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so do I wish for her as well.

Rochelle said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself and her husband, so I wish for them as well.

Ange said...

Lots of positive and light from this end too Sulwyn. As you wish for yourself, so I wish for you also... IN BIG QUANTITIES

Ruth said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself and her husband, I wish for them as well.

alisha said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I wish for her also.

Lis said...

as sulwyn wishes for herself, so i wish for her also.

May your Light shine even brighter as you commit to care for yourself :)

Anna said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so I wish for her also. Bring in the light, love and positivity!

Ginny said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, I wish for her as well.

Pamela Sweet said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself and her husband, so I lovingly wish for them also.

May you receive fortitude in abundance. Sending positive prayers and wishes your way!

Cindy Jones said...

I believe you and I have the same illness. I can relate to your feelings, except not many people ask me if I am functional. I guess I put on a good face even when I hurt. For me to let go of the negativity, I have to listen and read books that are positive. It begins to rewire the negative grooves in our brain. As Sulwyn wishes for herself, I wish for her also.

Anna said...

I am sending you good well wishes to help you feel better.

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so do I wish for her as well.

Karen D said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself and her husband so I wish for them also. Sending you healing light and positive energy.

Jennifer said...

Oh Dear Dear Sulwyn!

I'm sending all the light and positive energy that I can muster for you and your husband.

It shouldn't have to be that way!

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, so do I also wish for her with all my heart!

CEB said...

As you wish for yourself, I wish for you as well. I will hold love, hope, and faith for you when you cannot find it. There is goodness in the world.

Her Speak said...

As the dear Sulwyn wishes for herself, her body, and her family, so wish also! Sending you much comfort and light.

Much Joy and Many Blissings~*
Molly

Beverley Baird said...

As Sulwyn wishes for herself, I wish for her and her husband also!
I wish you positive feelings and improved health!
Take care.

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