This week's Wishcasting Wednesday Question from Jamie of Jamie Ridler Studios is a really good one:
What do you wish to make time for?
This one is difficult on so many levels for me! Much of it comes down to health and energy levels rather than time, though when I had the health and energy to do be able to do more I had a few things I struggled to schedule. So I will go back (or ahead) to when I am healthy again with this wish!
I wish to make time for my house and myself. I have always resented the time it will take to bring my house out of chaos and into order, and then the amount of time that it takes to keep it orderly and happy. Of course, it is a form of self care for me because the better my house feels the better I feel. Which leads to the second part of my wish, to have time to take care of myself. I need to exercise more, cook nourishing foods, and in general do the things that will keep me healthy and whole. Of course, there are things that I would rather be doing, but these are important ones to me.
I have been trying to see this time of enforced stillness as if it were time spent in the seed, waiting to be ready to start fresh and to live more authentically. After my Reiki I attunement this past Sunday I feel that I am on the right track to blossoming into my authentic self. Perhaps as I continue to grow and bloom I will discover the lessons that are within this illness that I am trying to learn as I seek to return to health.
P.S. As I still am not much better on time I can spend looking at a computer screen, please know that I would love to be able to write more as I comment and wish with you on your blogs but that I am wishing deeply for each you even if all I can leave is a sentence!